first 2 lefts

where could this have come from?

why all of a sudden?

when the front door opens,

i am greeted by a smile so grand,

and words so sweet 

i can even begin to compare.

in your polo and tight jeans,

and beautiful hair.

is there more to this 

than you actually share.

cadences play out

and pictures are shown.

you admire my ways

just as much as i do yours.

curl up on the couch,

with the dog in between

hold my hand

till i fall asleep.

we werent friends before

we never shared words,

a glance and half smile

is all i have to go on.

so where did this come from?

and where is it going?

im waiting on an answer

i will never receive,

im avoiding this feeling

that goes so deep.

as you sit,

making faces in my direction,

all i have to do is laugh,

and its perfection.

with drinks in hand

lets toast to this,

this moment,

when we became friends.

wait, 

where did this come from?

are we friends?

why all of a sudden?

stupid girl,

calm you loud thoughts,

go with what you feel,

and the rest is out of your control.