ramble moment

mayan mocha.sketchbook.
letters.thoughts.
moments.

i can't help but to still let my mind wander in and out of reality,
to jump from blog to blog,
to wonder when this too shall pass,
to let me be completely alone.

my mind races in the night, as my head tries to sleep,
but this pillow and this bed, just arent the same anymore,
i cant enjoy sleep knowing the weekend is appraoching and i cant see you.

and why is this the case, why does my heart still break randomly.

i beg myself not to become numb.
a week and a half has come and gone,
and you want to figure this out.

and i know its true so this sweet girl will wait on you,
for as long as it takes for the amount of weeks that accumulate,
i want you.still.

and some days are harder,
and id be crazy if i didnt get frustrated sometimes,
but i dont let that hinder my feelings about you.
i still love you.
even in this.


and there is no way to tell you but to wait to prove it.

and if being patient is what proves my love for you.
then so be it.
i will wait.

letters of love and quiet moments...
i love you like the stars above.
and ill love you till i die.

and these ramblings are the pace of my brain.
from song to moment....
everything races by while i wait.....
and slow motion consumes me.
i could run as fast as i want but i will go nowhere,
because i just want to run to you.

and i wonder what you are doing
and what you are learning
when you leave me the dark
i wonder what will happen next,
so my expectations are void,
and my thoughts hurt me sometimes but
love of mine, i will wait.

these arent just empty words
i am here sweetly waiting for you.

and i will back up the words with sweet moments.
while i stand my ground.


because i love you.
everything about you.
and this hurts to go through,
but love i will be here.
at the end of it all.