and this is constantly on my mind,
how can you give her everything and promise her tommorrow?
and then just want to walk away from her at the drop of a pin.
how can you not see how wonderful she is for you?
on your weakest of days she is there to hold you up,
on your happiest, she is there to jump for joy with you,
she has given up plenty for you.
how can you not see the heartache she is willing to go through, just for you
her final cries are ones of pain, despair, and love,
she cant let go of something she wanted for so long,
she want you at the finish line with her,
how could this not be right?
are your attractions wandering?
you are wavering at her expense,
and leaving her to ponder what she did wrong,
and around every break and bend, she is still standing strong,
attempting to prove to you that she is the one for you,
the one that will not go away after an arguement,
the one that will help you through life's journey,
the one that will stand by your side when no one else will,
the one that cares deeply about you, and hurts when you do,
she aches over wasted time and energy,
and the way you push yourself away,
the hurt is heavy and the burden even heavier,
yet she will carry it, just to be with you,
you are her best friend, and she is yours,
yet you cant be honest with her,
even in moments such as this,
she prays for answers,
for wisdom
for guidance
for you.
she will hold on,
until she cant anymore,
she is slowly breaking
but has little glimmers of hope
and little glimpse of joy,
as she clings to her Creator, admist the turmoil,
and begs for no pain, although her heart is full,
she looks at old pictures, and pulls our old memory files,
and believes that everything in her life has lead her to you,
and its all left in your hands,
for you to take or for you to leave,
its a hard decision to take on,
and she wonders why you do this to her
but she waits patiently because she knows how right it all feels,
she loves you more than anyone,
and will give you the time you need,
she hopes you take into account the happy things,
and sweet moments and memories, that you wont ever have with someone else,
because she knows your difficult self, and in the end,
you are worth it to her.
so don't be hasty and leave her right away,
when things arent simple and life gets in the way,
you need each other, its plain to see,
you were meant to be.