and i hope that you arent slipping away from me,
like a faded flower in the field.
and i hope that you don't see me differently than before,
because all of this has got to stop and this whole bit needs to end.
the stress of this is hard enough on me, and it makes me shiver,
so i keep clinging and i cant help but hold on tighter than normal,
and i am sorry, i just will not let you go.
i know things in your world revolve around work, but i am still here,
and i will not go anywhere unless you want to push me away,
so while the last few days havent been easy, niether will the next few months,
so please dont leave me in the midst of mayhem, while you chase other things,
it is hard enough with the distance, and i pray that it makes your heart grow more full,
than ever before.
so please stick by my side like you have all along, now is not the time to slowly fade away,
because i need your gaze and your attention more than ever,
and your sweet words would help too,
instead of wandering in  your mind,
look at me and tell me what youre thinking.
stop leaving me in the dark, because it scares me
and all i want is you to come grab my hand,
while this storm passes raging by.